uggggggggggggg

400 person party poker $109 NL HE. Down to 12, im like tied for chip leader, 1500/3000 blinds. I reraise a guy all in with QQ he calls and shows JJ. HE 4 flushes me and destroys my stacks. I start trying to grind my way back up, but lose a coinflip as we get to the final 10 man table. IM shortstacked and go with my JJ on hand 2 of final table, too bad he has KK. Im totalyl pissed bc if my QQ held i woulda been the huge chipleader and walked to top 4 at least.