i need to quit satellites

i keep getting screwed every bit pot. Got all in with KK vs a slightly bigger stacks AK. He hits of course. Pot woulda made me 4th in chips and i woulda cruised to a seat for the third time. AK vs AT, AA vs AK and KK vs AK have lost me my 3 satellite seats. kek.

Despite money spent on that 36+3 sat plus the 55$ buy in tourny im still in, im still up like 300 for day.

UPDATE: Wow, possibly worst lay mixed with best catch ive seen in awhile.
Transcript for game #610671130 requested by Ckrad(ckrad@aol.com)
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PokerStars Game #610671130: Hold'em No Limit ($1/$2) - 2004/08/12 - 15:29:53 (ET)
Table 'Hippo' Seat #9 is the button
Seat 3: mws1168 ($38 in chips)
Seat 4: voltt ($141 in chips)
Seat 7: Par65 ($84.60 in chips)
Seat 8: soggy jay ($201.30 in chips)
Seat 9: shadesman ($73 in chips)
Seat 1: Granath ($64.60 in chips)
Seat 2: JMarks ($200 in chips)
Seat 5: Ckrad ($224.30 in chips)
Seat 6: 123shank ($153.15 in chips)
Granath: posts small blind $1
JMarks: posts big blind $2
*** HOLE CARDS ***
Dealt to Ckrad [Ah As]
mws1168: raises $2 to $4
voltt: calls $4
Ckrad: raises $6 to $10
123shank: folds
Par65: folds
soggy jay: folds
shadesman: folds
Granath: folds
JMarks: folds
mws1168: calls $6
voltt: calls $6
*** FLOP *** [9c Kc 8c]
mws1168: checks
voltt: checks
Ckrad: bets $30
mws1168: folds
voltt: raises $30 to $60
Ckrad: calls $30
*** TURN *** [9c Kc 8c] [2s]
voltt: bets $71 and is all-in
Ckrad: calls $71
*** RIVER *** [9c Kc 8c 2s] [4d]
*** SHOW DOWN ***
voltt: shows [2d 2c] (three of a kind, Deuces)
Ckrad: mucks hand
Ckrad said, "wtf man"
voltt collected $292 from pot
*** SUMMARY ***
Total pot $295 | Rake $3
Board [9c Kc 8c 2s 4d]
Seat 3: mws1168 folded on the Flop
Seat 4: voltt showed [2d 2c] and won ($292) with three of a kind, Deuces
Seat 7: Par65 folded before Flop (didn't bet)
Seat 8: soggy jay folded before Flop (didn't bet)
Seat 9: shadesman (button) folded before Flop (didn't bet)
Seat 1: Granath (small blind) folded before Flop
Seat 2: JMarks (big blind) folded before Flop
Seat 5: Ckrad mucked [Ah As] - a pair of Aces
Seat 6: 123shank folded before Flop (didn't bet)